In 2024, twenty-three years after the abolition of conscription, the taboo surrounding the violence that continued to be perpetrated in Spanish military barracks during the early years of democracy was broken for the first time. This was thanks to the documentary *Te hacen un hombre* (They Will Make You a Man) , directed by Mireia Prats and Joan Torrents, which aired on the TV3 program *Sense ficció *. It featured harrowing testimonies, such as that of film critic Àlex Gorina, who recounted the rape he suffered in Melilla at the hands of three drunken sergeants. Following the documentary's broadcast, the program's complaint inbox was flooded with emails. Hundreds of people requested that the investigation continue to explore the suicides that military records had always presented as "accidental." Two years later, the second part of this anti-military " Me Too " movement, titled *Muertes silenciadas* (Silenced Deaths), aired.
The Ministry of Defense has acknowledged that, between 1983 and 2001, 303 recruits committed suicide. "This figure," warns Mireia Prats, co-director of the documentary, "doesn't reflect reality. We estimate that there were at least 1,900. The State has never been interested in investigating the real reasons for those deaths, not even now with the Transparency Law of Pedro Sánchez's government. There has been a willingness to assign blame." [The text abruptly shifts to a seemingly unrelated topic:] "With cell phones and cameras like today, it was difficult for what was happening inside the barracks to reach the public."
The army communicated the deaths in a very cold manner. "One day, families would receive a phone call notifying them of the death 'under special circumstances' of a son or brother in the military. They were usually told that they had been victims of a firearms accident, without knowing if it had been caused by the soldier himself or by a third party. They didn't understand anything because they had letters from them. Families weren't allowed to see the body of their loved one, not even during the burial. The coffin remained sealed. There were parents who sought explanations for those deaths."
“There were also cases,” Prats continues, “of young men who, upon discharge, returned home changed, withdrawn, and with a vacant stare, and who ended up committing suicide. During the 80s and 90s, suicide was a stigma that families themselves silenced with resignation and shame.” This self-imposed silence has persisted for decades. “After so much time, it was difficult for the parents or siblings of a victim to recall the events. Their memories were completely blocked, and they were unaware of the trauma they carried.” Now, following the broadcast of the two documentaries on TV3, relatives and victims of mandatory military service have formed the platform Breaking the Silence . “They will take their case to the Congress of Deputies to demand restorative justice. They expect at least an apology from the Spanish government, which for decades protected the lives of hundreds of young men who suffered mistreatment.”